The sun had set not too long ago and I sat wondering
I didn’t know what exactly I was wondering about I just felt this annoyance in the pit if my stomach.
I twisted, I turned, I even let fall a couple of tears but I still felt the same.
My hand brushed through my hair
Relieving if only for a minute the pain I’d felt my entire life letting go of all the things that ever made me cry.
Remembering that one time when everything was alright.
And I smile.
Rushes of the moment take over my mind feelings from yesterday no longer apply.
I smile and this time it’s for real.
No more lying the truth has been revealed
I could spend forever realizing life’s pain if never loving again could be my last sin.